A rebel and his wheels

Just when I think that I have had all I can take of this crazy process and wait, something really wonderful happens ...

 a video of the most precious , giggling, bundle of joy that I have ever laid my eyes on is sent to me !

 I can not post the video but trust me this baby boy of mine is giggling as he drives this car up and down the hallways of his orphanage.

Caden is a true one handed rebel on red wheels  :) And just loving every single second of it!

 I have watched this video at least a million times :)

Okay, it is probably closer to 10 million  but who is counting :)  

I have to admit I have studied every expression ,every look , and every sweet smile of my little man. 

And I just know when to hang it up , whip out the white flag and  admit defeat .

This little guy has got my heart wrapped around each and every one of those little pudgy  fingers.

So I give up Caden ! You have just won the fierce love and complete devotion of one crazy blond headed mama who loves you beyond measure!

And I am warning you now that when we finally do meet face to face, I am going to kiss every square inch of those precious cheeks , scoop you up in my arms  and never let you go.